trying to understand. mouthfull of tears. trying to remember. is it lost time. sweat on my cheek from holding the phone. i hear your breathing in the other end, but it stops there. have you ever tried to be inside my body, wonder what it's like to be me? eyes i never looked into. pick up the phone. get out of bed, look out the window atleast. summertime faded memories of what used to be. spoiled milk. flowers by your feet. no you never did try to understand me.